Daryls Journal

MVP's losing streak

2008-12-07T02:17:53Z

I can half see where they're going with it, but burying him doesn't help him because its going to take forever to build him up again. lol. Plus i hate seeing it each and every week. I marked out a shitload when he pinned JTG at survivor series. haha.

In other news, Summerschool tomorrow =)

Ugh i cannot stand the song Mrs Officer, esp with that weird little thing they sing its so ugh. haha.

Not guna say anything else for now. haha.

Fact file...

2008-11-09T09:56:02Z

Daryl is 18 years old.

Daryl was born on the 23rd of January.

Daryl hails from Auckland, New Zealand.

Daryl has had 5 broken bones, 2 lots of stitches and one surgery.

Daryl drinks, but usually not a hell of a lot.

Daryl does not smoke.

Daryl really really really like’s this guy.

Daryl loves wrestling.

Daryl drinks soda water more then any other drink.

Daryl loves most types of music with the exception of opera, most country and death metal.

Daryl loves cheese.

Daryl’s heroes are her parents, grandparents and MVP.

Daryl hates seeing her friends hurt or sad.

Daryl doesn’t have many nicknames at all.

Daryl has a Nintendo wii she hardly plays.

Daryl is an only child.

Daryl once lived in Australia for four years.

Daryl has a love for the name Jack Swagger.

Daryl hates when people bring up the past in fights or get extra personal.

Daryl also hates when people act like no one understands them even when they’re talking to the one person who does.

Daryl admires and respects MVP for what he’s done with his life.

Daryl misses high school because she never gets to see her friends anymore.

Daryl misses her best best friend Anahera and tends to worry about her.

Daryl loves getting new piercing’s.

Daryl plans on getting a tattoo for Christmas.

Daryl loves the Big Day Out and plans to attend the Big Day Out 2009.

Daryl’s favourite colour is blue.

Daryl’s current favourite singer is Lady GaGa.

Daryl watches Raw less and less.

Daryl wears a lot of black.

Daryl is not emo and she cannot stand them.

Daryl thinks Marilyn Manson is a cool individual.

Daryl owns a Mercedes…bus….card.

Daryl loves chocolate.

Daryl has several online friends she wants to meet, Laura, John, Sonia, Glen, Bob, Jason and more.

Daryl doesn’t get why guys find it so strange when girls like wrestling.

Daryl loves writing and reading.

Daryl can talk your head off.

Daryl cares about other people more then herself on most occasions.

Daryl gets insulted when friends don’t feel they can talk to her.

Daryl is very forgiving.

Daryl trusts people very easily.

Daryl loves fedoras.

Daryl used to have very long hair.

Daryl plans to go back to working at 6am 6 days a week.

Daryl has very peculiar dreams.

Daryl is a major procrastinator.

Daryl finds Finlay fucking annoying.

Daryl swears far fucking too much.

Daryl often finds music soothing.

Daryl is a huge MVP fan and she will defend him to the death.

Daryl has a very cruel dry sense of humour.

Daryl is very very glad John Key is now the Prime Minister of New Zealand.

Daryl voted for John Key and the National Party.

Daryl believes every couple should have the right to be married whether they be male and male, female and male or female and female.

Daryl would much rather meet Ellen DeGeneres and not Oprah.

Daryl is excited for Obama as president.

Daryl loves to see Rhys Darby, Carl Barron, Chelsea Handler and Garbiel Iglesias.

Daryl is a huge Little Britain fan.

Daryl hates arguments and doesn’t like when people argue her opinion.

Daryl has a great deal of respect for Vickie Guererro.

Daryl’s mind is in the gutter.

Daryl thinks people need to stop talking down to her on occasions because she has a brain and she doesn’t appreciate it.

Daryl respects John Cena as a person but not as an in ring performer.

Daryl believes in god but does not have a religion.

Daryl would like to state that she is not psychic therefore when you are mad at her and you don’t tell she cannot do anything to fix it.

Daryl is spoilt and can admit it.

Daryl likes to wear her dads jandals as they are her size.

Daryl laughs at people who hate her over the internet because she has no enemies in person and does not care about people who hate her on it.

Daryl thinks wrestling fans a hypocrites.

Daryl loves little kids but doesn’t know how to react to them or talk to them.

Daryl stores clean clothes on the empty side of her bed.

Daryl has 3 cats named after Greek gods/goddesses. Apollo, Zeus and Xena.

Daryl can’t wait to have money.

Daryl has decided to do lots of exercise and eat healthy even if her mother doesn’t believe her.

Daryl’s fan fictions are severely lacking updates.

Daryl used to be a huge Spice Girls fan.

Daryl despises the Khali kiss cam.

Daryl thinks Ranjin gets far too excited during the Khali kiss cam.

Daryl loves finding new MVP pics.

Daryl is going to be a successful novel writer.

Daryl finds a lot of things MVP does absolutely freakin’ adorable.

Daryl is a huge Paramore fan.

Daryl loves music and has over 900 songs on itunes.

Daryl is amused ‘Punjabi wookie’ Heh.

Daryl finds twins who wear matching clothes completely annoying.

Daryl loves going to the movies even if she doesn’t go often.

Confuzzling

2008-10-29T09:43:30Z

He's sending the most confusing signals. I don't know what he wants. He just makes no sense.
I love being friends with him, i really do. If he just wants friendship i can deal with it.
But i need to know. He's been teasing me about being accident prone. haha. No fair. I hope he acts like that because he feels we're good friends, he is doing summer school with me, which is good. If i'm not going to be with him i do want t work on our friendship. I'm finally willing to accept it. lol. I'm thankful for the whole thing because if i hadn't told him i wouldn't have found out how he felt. So really a relationship is just a bonus. :) this is a big turn around for me. So i'm happy now. I still really really like him but i feel like i can just be happy with friendship.

Confuzzled

2008-10-09T06:18:29Z

Gutted

Shattered

Hurt

Broken

Umm

2008-09-25T08:09:54Z

I wrote him a note

He hasn't replied

my mind is racing

my heart is slowly breaking

Waiting

Fuck

Jealousy, Confusion, Anger

2008-09-21T10:14:30Z

it Brings out the worst in me...

It makes me wonder what we could be

I'm not trying to make a rhyme

this is only a way to fill my time

I'm lost

You're to far away from me

So far i can't see a you and me

Things are so distant my heart is aching

I feel comfortable with you

talking is the only thing we do

I can't wait any longer

I want to tell you but i can't

i wont

i can

i will

You're a drug

Like a pill

I'm addicted

Do i have to break the habit?

Why can't i have you?

those vibes, they're gone

You're cold

Just a friend

a make believe relationship

i continue to pretend

I can't comprehend

your feelings for me a minimal it seems

Maybe i'm losing patience

questioning myself just for this

So i remain confused, jealous, angry

this is the end of this....

I want to know...

2008-09-21T02:45:32Z

Do you ever find yourself thinking about me?

Random thought

2008-09-19T13:28:19Z

Its only early...1am

As your eyelids begin to feel heavy...

Your typing quality diminishes....

Just remember...

You're guna be hella tired tomorrow :D

Finally a new blog....

2008-09-09T23:30:00Z

I'm back. =D

Hahaha, i got Lazy.

Sooooooooooooooo is there anything all that different, i got a new monroe piercing. but erm thats about it.

Still going slow and steady with HIM very SLOW.

2 pm for coffee today.

Erm what else. Well Mid Semester Break.

I have a ton of work to do, I have a 5000 word essay due on the 25th =S If i can find the sheet about it i'll start today. I have a group assignment meeting too.

Sadly i did not get to meet MVP back in June =( i somehow survived. haha.

0.o i don't know if yall wanna hear about my very disturbing dream about a week ago. Lets just say it involved Mark Henry, Food and Exploring Hands....

There are so many songs i'm loving right now:
--- Love Games - Lady GaGa (I luv it)
-- Crush - David Archuleta
- Hot N' Cold - Katy Perry
-- Addicted - Ace Young
--- Spazz - N.E.R.D.
-- Ain't I - Jay Z
- Tell me something i don't know - Selena Gomez
-- Brighter - Paramore
--- Come Around - MIA
-- My First Love - Tynisha Keli
- T.O.N.Y. - Solange Knowles
-- Gap - The Kooks
--- Sex on Fire - Kings of Leon

I wonder where Elijah Burke and Paul London have disapeared too, i miss them.

Well thats all for nowww, defo get all those songs if you wanna listen to good music.

MVPs Dirty Little Secret

xoxo

Hehe

2008-06-08T08:53:31Z

Gah 2 Days from tomorrow! Yay! Things are going alright he just needs to fucking text or call or something. He needs to put me out of my misery.

tehe Wednesday...I meet MVP on wednesday YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY well hopfully. lol. i'm just overly excited.

Still waiting for him to text. its not cool. Brother. Ugh Edge was the only one whom Mentioned NZ. I was disapointed with the lack of MVP on smackdown too. Brother.

I've decided every sentence will end with Brother starting now. Brother.

We're not that far behind in tv program seasons. brother.

This is already getting annoying. Brother.

Gah i have an exam on thursday so not cool. and I still have Him on my brain its not cool.

I don't even have to close my eyes to see him gorgeous face its just there.

Enough rambling. Brother.

Several things

2008-06-06T08:16:09Z

So...I saw the guy i liked and gave him my number, he lost his phone. Yeah. So now i have to wait for him to replace it and text.

Other things. Hehe I found vids of Psycho Mickie, I miss psycho mickie.

Gah Wednesday! I meet MVP on Wednesday!!!!!!!

I Don't like Tyra Banks anymore. She is way to perfect.

Brother.

I only get a tiny bit of MVP on smackdown, whats with his dumb fued with Jamie Noble, leave it to Chuck Palumbo.

Gah i just want him to Text.

Is all. Brother.

Sigh

2008-06-04T05:15:43Z

I'm so frustrated and annoyed, the guy i like hasn't fixed his freakin cell yet so its like torture. I only have one more chance to see him which is tomorrow and then i don't know what will happen. I really thought something would happen with us...there i went getting my hopes up again...i always do it. ugh. I really want to see him tomorrow.
Its driving me mental.
I feel like kicking him in the head.lol.
At least i have Laura and John to cheer me up.
In other news i failed my mid semester accounting exam. Yay me. haha.

Enough of the negativity.

Descision Made

2008-05-31T07:20:22Z

So i was struggling with when to text the guy i like, but after talking to a couple of people i decided to go with the original day. Because i know i'm very impatient and i know how i'm feeling having to wait so...i don't want to make him wait. lol. I heart Ginger Nuts <333

Muahahahaha

2008-05-29T06:07:58Z

The guy i like gave me his number! i didn't ask for it!!!!! =D

Another Blog Before Bed

2008-05-28T11:51:23Z

So....Today was boring. I spent like 17 hours straight on the computer....usually i don't but i had cramps so i skipped class.

Heh JBL Escort Services....

I got excited cause i got to take clips of MVP interviews....good fun.

tomorrow shall be interesting...in reference to an earlier blog about the guy i like on Tuesday i saw him but i didn't get to talk to him Bummer dude.
Eww i jsut clicked a link for a batista Video...I'm disgusted in myself Brother....Damn you Hulk Hogan. haha.

Uni tomorrow...so now i'm just blabbing...i skip classes way to often nowdays. oh well they suck anyways. No offence dear lecturers but none of your subjects take my fancy esp Accounting thats just ugh,

enough blabbing Brother.

Afraid of Rejection?

2008-05-26T10:06:51Z

I am....very afraid.
I know who contributed to that....
He needs a kick in the head....
Haha he broke my heart....
At first i thought he was nice and then he did what he did so....
I mean we weren't together but i told him i liked him and he was nice about rejecting me....
And then he told my class mates he's 'out of my league'
I didn't believe him about that part but he hurt me so much...
Explains why i am afraid of rejection. I know this guy i like is different but you get what i mean...
I'm definately going to get to know this guy properly....
Lets hope he doesn't break my heart =)

Bye Guys

The One Time

2008-05-25T10:31:59Z

So i've told friends about this and i'm honestly suprised i'm typing this up but its on my mind...

I really like this guy (no not MVP. lol) he's the sweetest guy he always takes the time to talk to me when i see him even when he's in a rush, looks are honestly just a bonus for me =)
And just when i'd got the confidence up to ask him for his number he mentions he broke his phone, being caught up in the moment i never thought of giving him my number to contact me when he can. Now i have to rely on seeing him again out of pure luck worst thing is i only have two weeks left, so you know after two weeks there will be disapointment if i don't see him. I got over what happened when i put my heart out there last time and now i'm ready to go for this guy this wonderful guy that seems to genuinly like me for me which is a great thing on its own...I hope he's

Yeah so tomorrow i have accounting...which is accounting. haha. Theres a small chance of seeing him but i'm trying not to get my hopes up...any advice. lol. I do know that if its meant to be it will happen as such and this time i really want it too.

Ahh that feels better, Much Much Better.

I really hope he's not reading this.

Lol well i'm going to bed to listen to my ipod. Buh bye now.

Daryl x

P.s. After typing this up last night I had an insane dream about him and now it makes me more anxious...accounting was so numbery and uncool. haha. Wish me luck with see him again.

P.P.s I Love GINGER NUTS

Dreams

2008-05-24T21:23:20Z

I have strange dreams all the time...seriously. I don't know where half of them come from....

My Most recent strange dreams:
So i'm in some small mall looking through a store and then all of a sudden i hear gun shots and then with in minutes whomever these shooters are, are in the same stall as i am...so i'm on the ground as instructed and then i randomly make a run for in time to get up these random stairs so to the person who was about to go down them i was like 'STOP don't go down there' so then i woke up.

I end up getting off the bus at the wrong stop low and behold i left my stuff on the bus including my bag (usually my bag contains my life in a sense) So i start panicking when i realise and i start to run to the next bus stop as the bus as pulling away from it. So then the bus disapears and i'm panicking and i'm standing there when my mum suddenly appears and she goes off on me. and then i woke up.

I don't usually remember most of my dreams but for some reason these stuck out in my mind...No idea what they mean but i just thought i'd share.

Without a doubt the weirdest dream i've ever had was that i swapped bodies with Jeff Hardy. haha.

That is all for now.

First Journal...

2008-05-22T21:57:45Z

My First ever Journal....bit late right? haha

A bit about me, My Names Daryl, i'm female and 18. =)

I'm sick but i can't help but be excited...just under 3 weeks until i meet MVP.

I've been waiting for it for a long time (over a year) so yeah can you blame me?

I didn't go to uni this week. being sick sucks!

Laura made this f'n awesome sig for me..

anywho yeah i think you can tell i love MVP...obvious Much.

So yeah i write, so if you wanna read its go here